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Thursday, May 26, 2005
My life is in such a mess now, ever since i came home late last tuesday..
Tuesday, was so called special coz dar and i celebrated our one year anniversary together.. Spent the whole day there, went grocery shopping for our "anniversay dinner".. It was really cool coz no one was around and we had the whole place to ourselves so its like we were married and owned the apartment. Plus, shopping together was so "husband-and-wife" like..
Anyway, dinner was great.. Dar cooked black pepper steak with fries, baked beans, egg and soup - typical american meal.. His choice of soup was cream of chicken or something, which tasted fine i gez.. I juz dont know why i had to choose that stupid minestrone soup - didnt even finish half the bowl.. Felt kinda guilty for not finishing it coz dar paid for everything BUT it really tasted friggin awful.. Dinner was great, though the steak tasted a little salty, but it was really thoughtful for dardar to cook up a storm for me.. To be fair, i washed the dishes.. =D
It was really memorable.. *Dreams*
Left his house at 11.45pm and like duh, there wasnt anymore buses around.. Parents kept calling me like crazy, asking me to come back home at that instant, like as if i was superwoman and i could teleport home.. Bcoz of that, they kept rushing me and i started to panic, so i had no choice but to walk home.. Thank God dardar was around..
Right now, my life is like crazy.. My parents think im rebellious, and that im backsliding in my religion.. They say that im a GIRL and it's not safe for me to come home late.. My mum says that i dont even do anything at home since im not skooling, and that im always going out, asking her for money.. Excuse me.. Who does the housework nowadays? Do i ask her for money? No! Im so friggin broke now but do i ask her? She doesnt give me allowance and i dun even complain.. My bro slacks at home all the time.. Hogging the com right after he comes from school, regardless of whether he's having exams or not.. He comes home even later than me, sometimes not even informing my parents.. And its like, he gets the money from my parents, and they pamper him even more..
My dad confiscated my mtv code sim card and gave me a stupid prepaid card coz my bill overshot.. I juz dun understand why.. i made sure my sms wouldnt exceed a thousand.. Now its so troublesome coz i hafta notify everyone of my change of handphone number.. I so friggin didnt wanna use that prepaid card.. Was sobbing on my bed, thinking about the incidents that happened over the past few days.. I juz didnt feel like talking to my parents at all.. UrgHh..!
Anyway.. Phone number's changed.. contact me in msn to get it.. Might not be using it much though.. Life sucks man.. bleahhx..! 10:42 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
My life is in such a mess now, ever since i came home late last tuesday..
Tuesday, was so called special coz dar and i celebrated our one year anniversary together.. Spent the whole day there, went grocery shopping for our "anniversay dinner".. It was really cool coz no one was around and we had the whole place to ourselves so its like we were married and owned the apartment. Plus, shopping together was so "husband-and-wife" like..
Anyway, dinner was great.. Dar cooked black pepper steak with fries, baked beans, egg and soup - typical american meal.. His choice of soup was cream of chicken or something, which tasted fine i gez.. I juz dont know why i had to choose that stupid minestrone soup - didnt even finish half the bowl.. Felt kinda guilty for not finishing it coz dar paid for everything BUT it really tasted friggin awful.. Dinner was great, though the steak tasted a little salty, but it was really thoughtful for dardar to cook up a storm for me.. To be fair, i washed the dishes.. =D
It was really memorable.. *Dreams*
Left his house at 11.45pm and like duh, there wasnt anymore buses around.. Parents kept calling me like crazy, asking me to come back home at that instant, like as if i was superwoman and i could teleport home.. Bcoz of that, they kept rushing me and i started to panic, so i had no choice but to walk home.. Thank God dardar was around..
Right now, my life is like crazy.. My parents think im rebellious, and that im backsliding in my religion.. They say that im a GIRL and it's not safe for me to come home late.. My mum says that i dont even do anything at home since im not skooling, and that im always going out, asking her for money.. Excuse me.. Who does the housework nowadays? Do i ask her for money? No! Im so friggin broke now but do i ask her? She doesnt give me allowance and i dun even complain.. My bro slacks at home all the time.. Hogging the com right after he comes from school, regardless of whether he's having exams or not.. He comes home even later than me, sometimes not even informing my parents.. And its like, he gets the money from my parents, and they pamper him even more..
My dad confiscated my mtv code sim card and gave me a stupid prepaid card coz my bill overshot.. I juz dun understand why.. i made sure my sms wouldnt exceed a thousand.. Now its so troublesome coz i hafta notify everyone of my change of handphone number.. I so friggin didnt wanna use that prepaid card.. Was sobbing on my bed, thinking about the incidents that happened over the past few days.. I juz didnt feel like talking to my parents at all.. UrgHh..!
Anyway.. Phone number's changed.. contact me in msn to get it.. Might not be using it much though.. Life sucks man.. bleahhx..!
Reach my prismic soul.
The Girl
Eva Marie
aka Black Samara.
Hatefully Twenty-one.
Musician
Drummer
Vocalist
Writer
Giggist
Poet.
Loves
Mozerella cheese
Mee sua
Meiji plain crackers.
Music
Screamm
Guitars
Drumming
Singing
Rocking out.
Chilling at Starbucks/Spinelli
Goofing around.
Black eyes.
Black nails.
Black heart.
Hates
Cucumbers
Dog food.
Posers
heart breakers.
YOU.
Unconditional Desires.
My own Orange County Drumset.
To get my diploma in music next year.
Learn double pedals.
Get Married.
Get my future parents in laws to like me.
The endless connections.
Mix the words up.
You have my thanks.
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